Haiz…it has been forever since i wrote my last post. well the simple reason i couldnt write anything is just nothing special really happen or something interesting have not happen. Life been just so dull for me. My relationship with her is going okay…no big problems..just a simple relationship. However….i just dont like the way she treat me sometimes, like she doesnt care or something. For example, i was in school doing a 10 mins quiz, i told her to wait for me at skul and go lunch together. But nothing like that happen, she actually left me first and just go, padahal its only 10 mins to wait; not like an hour. I wasnt sad but just dissapointed at her. I’m sure if i was in her shoes, i 100% wouldnt leave my love one for waiting 10 mins. Trus one time, she told me that tuesday she couldnt meet me (or go my house) since she needs to study for her math quiz. So me, wanting to meet her, I told her that i would purposely go to school after her class finish to meet her and have lunch with her in school. When that day happen YAHHHHH…ternyata she wasnt even at school!!! And she didnt even tell me!! I was like so shock gt….like she couldnt even sms or call me….i could have juz stay at home or go out to eat with someone else…..anyway i ended up eating by myself….pathetic -_-;;. Trus yesterday, i couldnt understand this one incident. I left a plastic bag (3 shirts from Heritage) in my frens car who is sending her HOME. So when i walk towards another car, she told me to go back and take my bag but i said to her “males ah, kamu aja ambilin dl tar kasi aku”. That night, i found out from her that my bag is in my friends car, coz she DIDNT want to take it with her for no friggin reason. What????? Is taking a bag that weighs 500 GRAMS or wadever susah?? Haizz….All of these things just make me lose my mind….just dun know if she loves me enough just to wait for me, to tell me if she cannot meet me, and to take an initiative by helping to do something for me? Haiz…..i dunno dhe…..
Boringgg…. and so nyebelin….ughhhh
September 23, 2007Haiz…it has been forever since i wrote my last post. well the simple reason i couldnt write anything is just nothing special really happen or something interesting have not happen. Life been just so dull for me. My relationship with her is going okay…no big problems..just a simple relationship. However….i just dont like the way she treat me sometimes, like she doesnt care or something. For example, i was in school doing a 10 mins quiz, i told her to wait for me at skul and go lunch together. But nothing like that happen, she actually left me first and just go, padahal its only 10 mins to wait; not like an hour. I wasnt sad but just dissapointed at her. I’m sure if i was in her shoes, i 100% wouldnt leave my love one for waiting 10 mins. Trus one time, she told me that tuesday she couldnt meet me (or go my house) since she needs to study for her math quiz. So me, wanting to meet her, I told her that i would purposely go to school after her class finish to meet her and have lunch with her in school. When that day happen YAHHHHH…ternyata she wasnt even at school!!! And she didnt even tell me!! I was like so shock gt….like she couldnt even sms or call me….i could have juz stay at home or go out to eat with someone else…..anyway i ended up eating by myself….pathetic -_-;;. Trus yesterday, i couldnt understand this one incident. I left a plastic bag (3 shirts from Heritage) in my frens car who is sending her HOME. So when i walk towards another car, she told me to go back and take my bag but i said to her “males ah, kamu aja ambilin dl tar kasi aku”. That night, i found out from her that my bag is in my friends car, coz she DIDNT want to take it with her for no friggin reason. What????? Is taking a bag that weighs 500 GRAMS or wadever susah?? Haizz….All of these things just make me lose my mind….just dun know if she loves me enough just to wait for me, to tell me if she cannot meet me, and to take an initiative by helping to do something for me? Haiz…..i dunno dhe…..
Not bad for a backyard bdae….
August 21, 2007Its my dad’s bdae..but all im amazed is with my moms organization skills and tomodachi’s kobe beef….yam yum yam yam yam!!!
Here’s some pics:
from the second floor -
My brocolli tree
Mom’s deco
couple? less like it…far from it….
July 10, 2007“pokoknya official kasi tau org at the end of summer” she said, with no apparent reason to back it up. She said she wants to tell her family on the spot, so what??? I already ASKED you on the 8th of JULY!!!! not 27 JULY or 30th July! what is the matter with u? i thought that when i asked u, i do not need to be some1 else in front of other people. I thought i could be the guy who truly is in love with u in front of friends and even family. But no, matter in fact, i still need to put this mask over my face to hide our relationship. What good does it do to our relationship? It will make it even worse. I already put up with this mask for months, and i freaking hate it. Its too heavy for me to carry on. And i dun think i can even carry on for another month. U have told me to wait for summer, so did i and so did u accept my proposal. And now we need to pretend like we are not together and wait for summer to end?????? you shouldn’t even be accepting it then…..i thought that by asking you officially to be my gf would end this madness and put off this mask…i guess i was wrong, my hope vanish, my wish never came true…i have carried on this burden…and its time for you to give me back the freedom that i deserve….the freedom to love u freely…. 
Stop or my mom will shoot!!
July 3, 2007well we went shooting the other day. First of all, its a real gun, we used a Baretta 4MM. The impact of each shot was so great that your arm would feel geter/shaky after each round (which consists of 8-10 bullets). It was so muchhh fun, i brought niki along with me btw. She tried it too, and was apparently afraid even by seeing us (my cousins and i) shoot. The sound of each shot was very loud indeed. You can see bullet’s shell flying all over the place as each shot were made.
what’s happening? ughhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
July 1, 2007ughh…sux so bad….she has this stupid idiotic mood that goes up and down trus…im soooo sickkkk of ittttttttttt!! ughh!! beneran bt! bikin org kesel bgt….ga tau tiba2 bisa kesel ama gua coba tiba2! wad the!!!!! haizz…im not someone you can just throw your anger at….ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! btttttttttttttttttttt!!!! kesel2 trus blg nya…haiz…u dun even care what i think…wads with u now? so diff dari dl…..where is ur sweet side? where is ur caring side? where is the niki yg manja? where is that girl??? i think i’ve lost her…..-_-;;…..napa seh kek gini have to happen when the time is gonna come…….this stupid lil things give me so much unsecure and just scared that it wont last long….i juz dun like people yg treat me for granted…ughhhhh….i juz wanna throw all my anger di blog ini…….july 8….i dunno if i could give her the good news or the bad…..T_T….UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…..its like being on a middle of a fragile bridge….it can break anytime……
Friendster Horoscope for June 29
June 29, 2007
Friendster Horoscope for June 29, 2007
Cancer (Jun 22 – Jul 22)[?]
The Bottom Line
You need to deal with something you’ve been putting off — before it gets too late.
In Detail
Have you been putting off an unpleasant or difficult task for a little bit too long? If you need to pay an overdue bill, confront someone who has done you wrong, or conquer your shyness and ask out a certain cutie, today is the day to do it — because soon, it may be too late. Procrastination is not your friend — or if it is, it’s the kind of friend who tells you only what you want to hear and then makes you feel foolish for having listened.
True???
June 25, 2007
Friendster Horoscope for June 24, 2007
Cancer (Jun 22 – Jul 22)[?]
The Bottom Line
No obstacles are standing in your way, but being indecisive could slow you down.
In Detail
The road ahead is smooth and sunny! But even though there are no obstacles standing in your way right now, you do need to be on the lookout for one thing: hesitation. Being indecisive is not a crime, but if you put off making a choice or selection for too long, you will cause some problems. People might get the idea that you aren’t as interested in an opportunity as they thought you were. You need to embrace the art of flying by the seat of your pants.
Coincidence????? woww…
June 22, 2007Friendster Horoscope for June 22, 2007
Cancer (Jun 22 – Jul 22)[?]
The Bottom Line
Do not give up if things are not going as smoothly as you’d hoped they would.
In Detail
Do not give up if things are not going as smoothly as you’d hoped they would. Keep pushing forward. This process is taking more time than expected — but that could work to your benefit in the end. Maybe you need to slow down — sometimes, ’slow and steady’ really does win the race. If you feel as though you’re repeating yourself again and again today, maybe it’s time to change the way you’re delivering your message
